California...

I am trying to figure out my spring break. I am thinking of visiting my friend who is in the Marines in California, but i am freaking out because a non-icky hotel and a flight is close to a grand... :( And booking online really scares me.

I really want to see him. His name is Dustin and he was my high school sweetheart. We have grown apart in many ways but stayed very close in others. I don't want to be poor anymore so i can go see him. :( My mom is telling me to ask him to pay for it, but I think he is putting his ass out there for me in the marines and paying for my trip there... that is a little much don't you think. haha

I miss him. He came to Ball State when he got out of Boot Camp, and that was the last time I got to see him. We talked for hours but it didn't seem long enough. He used to be so loud and goofy, but now he is very collected and soft spoken... it is weird to me in a way... lol... But he seems more like a man.
I miss him, and want to see him.
He is leaving for Afghanistan in July, and I want to see him before he leaves. :(