I feel very alone. The lack of familiar faces and surroundings is saddening. The lack of energy to make new friends and get familiar is even sadder. human emotions are hilariously horrific. How there is always dark with the light makes me want to hurl and not bring things into my life that are filled with light for the fact of the knowledge that somewhere down the road there is going to be an equal amount of darkness along with it.
Depressing to a point... but on the other hand very funny. People strive for the light and end up getting the dark. so technically everyone is striving for the dark. lawl! :)
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
WTF... why so dick driven
As I have been walking around in a new town a new learning center I have become discouraged by what I have seen. People told me life would be "SOOOOO much different in college". They were wrong.
Well, let me give you a little back ground on myself before I start my statement just so you know where abouts I am coming from. I grew up the youngest of four children with a SINGLE mother. My mother never dated the whole time i was growing up because, all she needed was to make sure her children grew up right and were safe. So, seeing a companionship between a man and a woman was not a big part in my life. Now that I am older or AKA an "adult" I have dated some, and I had some winners (that ended up being losers) and some losers (who ended up being bigger losers than I thought). So I guess we can say I have not met a "good" guy/man/whatever.
What I found in all of the guys I dated and the guys I hung out with is that they are...(*~*takes beep breath in*~*) DICK DRIVEN! Yes. i know! I realized that somehow, either biologically or emotionally or SOMETHING, men only see women and a vagina. Yes, a man will probably not see their overweight 8th grade math teacher who had horrid breath as a vagina, but!!! most likely the woman having a interesting conversation with a man about... I don't know... the lead singer of Coldplay, And somewhere in that conversation that man realizes " that would be a good lay".
so I come to my point! WTF! I don't want to be a walking vagina on campus. I want to be Sarah, that totally neato woman who loves life. It's not different from where I came from at all, everyone is the same dick driven with different names.
Sex brings a relationship(if one at all) to a whole new level whether we like it or not... and noone gets it! Or, well, i guess the men (I don't know if I should even call them that) I have dated just don't concur. It's not that sex should be saved for mariage or that its unclean and ungodly, it is that it shouldn't be the priority in making a friend or a companion.
I promise I am not a woman's rights activist or a satanist... I just wanted to share my feelings on how I think men perceive most the women in the world and myself.
So, my advice for the day is:
-Men if you are overly dickdriven... tone it down. Meaningful Sex = good.... Dick driven = bad
-Women... Your not a vag! Get it through your head. Be something! Anything. Vagina's are not the prettiest. :)
To be continued to due to lack or time and concentration. :)
Well, let me give you a little back ground on myself before I start my statement just so you know where abouts I am coming from. I grew up the youngest of four children with a SINGLE mother. My mother never dated the whole time i was growing up because, all she needed was to make sure her children grew up right and were safe. So, seeing a companionship between a man and a woman was not a big part in my life. Now that I am older or AKA an "adult" I have dated some, and I had some winners (that ended up being losers) and some losers (who ended up being bigger losers than I thought). So I guess we can say I have not met a "good" guy/man/whatever.
What I found in all of the guys I dated and the guys I hung out with is that they are...(*~*takes beep breath in*~*) DICK DRIVEN! Yes. i know! I realized that somehow, either biologically or emotionally or SOMETHING, men only see women and a vagina. Yes, a man will probably not see their overweight 8th grade math teacher who had horrid breath as a vagina, but!!! most likely the woman having a interesting conversation with a man about... I don't know... the lead singer of Coldplay, And somewhere in that conversation that man realizes " that would be a good lay".
so I come to my point! WTF! I don't want to be a walking vagina on campus. I want to be Sarah, that totally neato woman who loves life. It's not different from where I came from at all, everyone is the same dick driven with different names.
Sex brings a relationship(if one at all) to a whole new level whether we like it or not... and noone gets it! Or, well, i guess the men (I don't know if I should even call them that) I have dated just don't concur. It's not that sex should be saved for mariage or that its unclean and ungodly, it is that it shouldn't be the priority in making a friend or a companion.
I promise I am not a woman's rights activist or a satanist... I just wanted to share my feelings on how I think men perceive most the women in the world and myself.
So, my advice for the day is:
-Men if you are overly dickdriven... tone it down. Meaningful Sex = good.... Dick driven = bad
-Women... Your not a vag! Get it through your head. Be something! Anything. Vagina's are not the prettiest. :)
To be continued to due to lack or time and concentration. :)
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