Sunday, November 30, 2008

.... :(

Now you say you're lonely
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you

Now you say you're sorry
For bein' so untrue
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you

You drove me, nearly drove me out of my head
While you never shed a tear
Remember, I remember all that you said
Told me love was too plebeian
Told me you were through with me and
Now you say you love me
Well, just to prove you do
Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you

I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you

Sunday, November 23, 2008

who says-

Who can determine if a life is more important than an object?
and who is to determine the price?
i don't understand your logic...
we tug and pull on each other and still get no where
its like is a big sea of nothing
and communication is the bird flying above in the air.

I once called on a sorcerer for help with my confusion.
he said my questions were the reason he turned to black magic.
I fell to my knees in anger and lack of being content.
As i knelt on the cold floor my body filled with an solution.
I had found there was no man with a higher knowledge than i
so i must take it upon myself like the sorcerer to capture it.

I fell tired of alchemy and magic
but found wisdom in my search.
i knew i would achieve something.
but that was not exactly what i was wanting to ingest
Now i lay here on my death bed wanting to know who says.
maybe as i pass the knowledge of answers to my questions will appear
then i can return to spirit form ready for the after life

So really, who who can determine if a life is more important than an object?
God?
Satan?
Mother?
Father?
Can you explain to me in all your glory...
please.

:)
tehe poems are fun. :)

Friday, November 21, 2008

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and a picture for today... The Son of Man- Magritte... yes!
figure out the things that are... not right... tehe

Magritte kicks ass!

i sick.
:(
so im not writing much...
here is a song...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

log 11 ;)

Monday- Our class reviewed "Black hair". I think we all enjoyed this memoir. Kacey also added the Soto doc. to black board for us.

Wednesday- Kacey talked to us about the essays we wrote. He seemed pretty disappointed in our lack of attachment to our writing. He told us a story about when he was sixteen and it explained to us that there is a difference between writing a summary and writing an essay about how we feel about the piece and our connection to it. We were let out early... it was weird. tehe

Friday- We broke off into groups and broke down the questions from the essay we had written. I think we are all kind of seeing how we need to connect to the writing more rather than summarizing in our essays.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Got money! :)




... if you don't dig this i don't know whats wrong with you... :)

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

last post con't.... :)


sooooo... i think im going to get him a art easel... and i am drawing him a picture of a weird ying yang tattoo that i found online... and i was going to put it on the easel and stuff. (ying yang because he always says we are like ying and yang... lol)->

Monday, November 10, 2008

The holidays... a time for jolliness... not

tehe. I am so scared as to what to get my boyfriend for Christmas... AHH I am terrible at getting gifts, and he totally deserves something fabulous. I'm just stumped at what to get him. ERG! lol He is really into art and and stuff, but i thought it may be kinda dumb if i just get him a whole bunch of art shit. IDK...
maybe you guys could help meh? :)
ok here are somethings that he likes:
-Drawing
-music-rock,metal, etc.
-games! he is a gamer... tehe so cute. but he works at game stop so i dont know of anything he cant get himself. he really likes the games where you think... rather than just see a person and kill'em. and he is a pc gamer mostly from what i can tell
-he likes football... he played hardcore in high school.
-he likes computers... i know nothing about them... so i dont know what i would do there.

Friday, November 7, 2008

manipulation

Manipulations are goofy. :)
being a female i have had to train myself to be able to manipulate things for the way i want them. for example tonight i went to burger king having five dollars on my bank card... and knowing i should not go over! And at that time i had not had food since 1 30 this after noon... so i knew that under five dollars what not going to get me enough food to satisfy my hunger. so i pull up to the drive through and the guy asks me what he can get me... after i asked him how is night was and if he was doing alright i replied with "i would like a six piece of cheesy tots with three extra if you would like." he giggle and said"ill see what i can do"... lets just say i got away with nine cheesy tots for the price of six.
:)
manipulations... goofy.